The Story
I’m writing this post because just recently I have resumed
sitting quietly every morning for 25 minutes.
I hadn’t done this for quite a while, and had become addicted to waking
up before dawn and playing internet games on my iPod. This left no time for morning meditation.
During the height of the Pāhoa flowing lava crises (two weeks before the
national news media picked up the story) I was worried, stressed, hot, no air
worth breathing, and one friend said I was spinning so much it made her dizzy
to be around me. I decided to start my
morning sitting.
I do Za-zen, a type of meditation where, instead of closing
your eyes and meditating on some thing or idea, you keep your eyes open but
lowered, and stay present with what is.
After only one day I became happier and more centered. I’ve written on Aspie groups before about how
sitting (in my bed even) for 25 minutes in the morning helps me make the
transition between sleep and waking that is often where the day’s anxiety
begins, where feelings left over from dreams and yesterday intrude on the
coming day.
I also knew from my Zen sesshin (retreat) sitting that the
longer I spent in silence, the more I was in the right place at the right
time. A weekend lasted a day or so but a
seven day one could last up to a week.
So I wasn’t surprised when what I call the magic started
happening. This is being in the right
place at the right time and noticing it, and taking advantage of gifts and
opportunities that present themselves.
This is what is called manifestation.
Bringing desire into reality.
And it just got better.
Each day brought new miracles and opportunities. My life was becoming more and more what I
hoped for it to be. I started setting my
alarm on days I had to go somewhere early to allow for a half hour of sitting
time. And if I still wanted to play iPod
internet games I would just add that in for afterwards. Even though I was getting up earlier, I had
more energy throughout the day.
Then I started just standing and breathing into the earth at
various times during the day. I could
feel myself connecting to the solid earth and the flowing lava and calm my
racing heart and emotions.
The Scientific Part
So why does it work? I knew it worked but I wanted a reason
why. I knew that if you quiet your mind
your body has a chance to take over and heal you without all that mental jabber
interfering. and also that quieting the
mind puts you in touch with the higher mind, or whatever you might want to call
it, where information flows directly from everywhere, everything, and all
times. I only believe in this because I
have experienced it. That’s why I I took
up Zen sitting because you don’t have to believe anything until you experience
it.
This time, with all that lava flowing, it was easy for me to
realize the morning sitting was grounding and connecting my busy Aspie mind
with the earth, with here and now, with the island, with what is.
I also love electricity.
I’ve been sticking forks in electric outlets since I could crawl. Changing light switches and electric outlets
since grade school. Now I work with DC
electric for my solar system. DC, direct
current, electricity relies on a positive and negative pole. Nothing works without both being
connected. You can pour as much energy
as you want into the positive pole of a rechargeable battery or device, but
nothing happens until the negative pole is connected. Then the toy runs, the music plays, the light
shines. Energy made manifest in the
world.
It’s the same with people.
One of my theories is that people on the autistic spectrum have more
electricity in their bodies than most people causing the busy mind and repetitive
movements that soothe by releasing excess energy. This could be one reason meditation is so beneficial
for the Aspie mind.
But it is a
scientific fact that our bodies generate and conduct electricity. The DNA molecule in each cell produces
photons of light. Doctors know running controlled amounts of electric current
through the body can help it to heal. Electricity powers our nerve synapses.
So there you go. It’s
simple. To make the universal energy
flowing through everywhere (remember Tesla) you need to connect both poles of
your body. And just like AAA batteries
the flat part on the bottom is the negative pole and the part at the top with
the little bump (laughing here) is the positive pole. And every tradition insists on a straight
spine while recharging. I recharge my AA
and AAA batteries with the free energy from the sun. I recharge my internal
batteries with the infinite free energy from the universe. Now I can play with the toy, hear the music,
shine the light.
love this! so true and easy to understand & practice...
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